Taking a break

...from unpacking, and from work stuff. I'm so tired of being at school. Only one more semester. I really just want to get a job, get a place to live, and get married. Not necessarily in that order.

I don't really have anything to talk about. I've been kind of down about the fact that I don't get to see Sean for a few more weeks, but I might see what he's doing on Sunday, and go visit him. There's no way I'm going to make it until who knows when. It'll just be tough, because Ryan's coming in for the weekend, so they may already have plans.

I just watched a commercial on how to decorate a dorm room. It was crap. No room is that big, and students don't typically get a private room without paying a premium. And what student is going to bring in all new furniture and stuff? Obviously the writers are out of touch with college life.

I'm starting a new afghan soon. I really should try to finish the one I started crocheting, but I'm not motivated to work on it. I'm planning to knit one that's going to be amazing. It's super soft yarn, and will look really good as a throw over a couch. I'm excited about it.

Sean and I are still talking about stuff, but I'm hoping we'll have a decision made soon. That's part of why I want to talk to him in person. But who knows what will happen. I'll post more about it when we decide for sure.

That's it for now. Bye!

Back to school. Not that I ever really left, but they did make me go home for a couple days. It's going to be a good semester. It has to be. It's the last one.

I'm at such an odd spot right now in life. I feel like I should already have a job lined up, or at least have applications out. Unfortunately, I need to wait, because it's 4 months until I can officially start. But Dr. Briggs has contacts, and she's told me she would be willing to make some calls on my behalf. That helps.

Sean and I are still trying to decide what we want to do about the wedding. The job thing is really holding me back with plans, because things may change. But thats all I really want to say about that. We still have some things to talk about, and a couple people to talk to, before we finalize anything.

I've got to find a place to live starting the end of December or beginning of January, but until Sean and I figure out everything, then I can't really do that either. I'm just trapped in a place of limbo right now. It's killing me.

It's tough. I just need to figure this all out, somehow. I've no doubt that we'll be alright. I just want to be able to see into the future, so I would know what we decide to do. I'm so confused all the time.

Have I managed to confuse you yet?