The final one...

Tonight was my final BSU as an undergrad student. I know that I can go back next semester and visit, but it won't be the same. The last time singing, the last time being able to hug everyone.

It was harder than I thought it would be. I made it through, but it was a struggle. BSU has been a part of me since the day I moved in. I went down that very first night and helped bake cookies, and met people that I'm still friends with today.

It's hard when you realize that you will soon not have something in your life in the same way anymore. I'm facing that with a lot of things right now, and it's tough. I'm losing a major social role (student), I'm losing physical closeness with friends, I'm losing the home I grew up in.

All these changes are for the best. I know that. But it's still hard when everything is changing all at once, and you don't know what to do. I'll get through. I always do. I just wish I knew where I was going after this.